I think i had just went through the most awkward evening, at least it's one of it.
I never ever tell any friends about this meeting, cos even me myself refused to face it. Nonetheless, it still happened.

I am stubborn. I admit it. Because i have my stand.
I hate hate it when people judge me just because they change their stand.
So what if they told you their stand and why they did it in the first place?
So what if they have their reasons for making that ridiculous remarks and irresponsible decisions at the first place.
They can easily say 'lets put the past behind' cause it's what they want.

But to me, what i went through doesn't just disappear just because they choose to step back now.
The days and months i spent, doubting on myself, feeling lost, getting stabbed by nasty remarks by them & everything is not going to be forgotten.
So what make them think that by coming down for that 3 hours, i should completely change my stand.

Even my family thinks i should just accept it, and accept the fact that they are willing to give in.
But NO! that's not the point.
It's not about they give in anot, it's about me.
I freaking cant.

I can't help feeling damn wei qu from all the comments i heard.
i mean, its not my fault.

fuck my life.
That's my conclusion.