I wouldnt say im damn fine, with all kinds of problems arising.
Most of the time, i dont really exactly know what i want too.
Argh, oh wells.

Bad breakfast at work today, shouldnt get too curious with those weird bread.
Bad night sleep due to shit issues.

Sometimes i wonder,
how would different family react so differently to the same issues.
With a open heart and mind,
things should be easier than expected but the main problem is, people tends to focus on their problems instead of standing in others position.
Maybe she is just expecting more, as she feels she sacrifices alot but the facts are, some changes andare inevitable, despite all kind of objection arising.
Cause everything become facts.

I dont normally hate people.
& i dont mean i hate them.
But sometimes i am so confused, what are they expecting and what they expect us to do?
They are not giving us a definite answer, and it just make us floating ard feeling miserable.

I might appear to be very 'dont care'
but somehow i will have the thoughts that thing shouldnt be like that, and i shouldnt even deserve being treated like this.

I can only say im thankful for people who stand by me,
and more thankful that pig is always there when we are in the same boat, or even when maybe he's feeling worse.

(: