I am kinda stuck in between choices and it kinda suck.
I hate changes, like now.

I have to admit that im lost and confused.
but not to worry, i have my plans ahead, somehow.

Of course i know its bad to be extremely stubborn, but too bad that im like that.
'Follow your heart' is one of the most contradicting phrase i ever heard when reality and heart meet.

Anyway, yeah, i had graduated from the 3 years of horror and fears. All the not-so-meaningful-projects and scare-the-shit-outta-me-presentations. But i thanks guanyingma for all the great peeps i know.

I guess at least i fulfiled what my ah gong wanted me to do, but not yet.
I think one of the reasons that i insisted that i want and will continue my studies in university is my ah gong.
He always wanted me to study well and get a degree.
I will, someday and somehow.

come to say that,
i never never expect that he will be gone before my 21st birthday.

i love the weather now.
i miss you hell lots.
& i remember how you always smiled (: