something are meant to be solve at the start, when you failed to do so.. it just get harder. i wont dare to say i did alot alot. but well, i dare to swear that i did whatever i can or at else, i tried to make changes to issues that you dont agree, thinking that it's will make thing better. But somehow, im making some mistakes in doing so. As time goes, everything are treated for granted. Just because i choose to step back in the beginning, doesnt mean im willing and i have to continue doing so. At the same time, all the shitty things from you continues.. because i gave in and it make you think that nothing's wrong. the main problem is that you dun even noe what's wrong, and even i speak up, you think its not a problem at all. i get pissed off. oh well~