life is never fair.
and yes, i gonna admit its unfair.
someone get to do things that they like, while some are not able to.
im not going to blame anyone because that's life.
at least i have a peace of mind that i tried all ways, and my best trying to get what i want.
But when its time to face the reality, i will. & i have to.
However, it's not easy giving up that.
That's the goal and what i want, it's like so near, but at the same time becoming further.
It's get me depressed when i realised the reality, as no matter what, i really really want to do that.
I am so used to be independent.
i sort out my problems, find out all the possibilities, know my choices, have a decision all by myself.
i end up being all alone and cant stop thinking about it.
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it's nice to have someone who insisted on holding on the phone when i refused to talk much.
to have someone who willing to hear me rants and complain about the same matter again and again.
to have someone trying to sort out your confused mind.
& its even nicer to have someone who able to make you laugh and smile even during times like this.
& yes, it help somehow.
thanks pig <3
.things that dont kill me, gonna make me strong.
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