It's funny how human can forgive, but not forget. I am somehow guilty also. I admit that i am one of those who choose to forgive ppl, but not forget about the shit that others had done to me. While i use it to make people guilty by mentioning it times and times, i end up hurting myself when i force myself to face the past again and again and again. I know it sound utterly dumb, but well.. can't help it at all.