how true.

Such a cold day up till now.

I never get to 扫墓 ever since YEARSSSSS ago when im still young, like.. really young.
This year.. im joining my parents and ah yi they all.
They used to say they are going to bai ancestors.
but now.. we are going to bai ah gong.

Not a very pleasant thing to do.
i hope i dont have to go cos i hope my ah gong is still here.
& he will be the one busying preparing for QingMing.

Cant really explains how i feel.
Buying paper clothes and cigarattes for someone who had been with me for 19 years.
Burning incense and talking to his photo.
Missed him like hell but cant even see him.

5th months.
Still not getting over it.. and i think i never will.
(:

loves.