went for ndp training today..
which is an environment with all strangers.

whenever im landed in such situtation..
i cant help but think back to jc time..

2 years ago..
i believe in knowing friends mean it will last forever.
and i try my best to make it work.. just like what i hope.

after 2 years..
i know that it wun last..
people who i noe during the event wun even get close..
not to mention abt lasting friends.

and i guess the change in mindset actually changes how i behave now.
i know the differences but i have no intention to change.

cos to me..
making friend there now is only for survival..



if this is wat we called growing up..
i got no idea whether is it a good thing anymore~