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There are a few blog-kind of facebook accounts which i followed mostly about their baby who are born with disabilities.

It so heartbroken to see them suffering from the operations and treatments with needles and all.
But they are just soooo cute.

Seriously,
they are little brave angels.
but they are so poor thing ):

okay totally random LOL!

http://www.facebook.com/RuoCiBaoBeiPingAnJianKangKuaiHuiJia

she is such a sweetie! (:

Have been seeing friends raving about Le Mis..
I wanted to watch it sooo much but i just somehow couldnt find a time.
So Sad~

Ok, i just kupped another phone call from the recruitment agent.
Stop spamming me calls, I am so not gg to pick it up HAHA

After receiving the pathetic amount of bonus from my current job, Im having this huge enormous urge to look out for new job. & ya, i did tried LOL.
But im more choosy and seriously picking the jobs that im applying.

But somehow i was introduced by a agent to go for a interview at Singapore Power.
Went for the interview just to find out more as its somehow.. a very.. lucrative business = BONUS!! hahahas.

Which caught my really thinking..
should one choose a job they like? or just a job which give u a pay good enough and reward you with the bonuses after a year of service?

With the qualification i m having now, its almost impossible to get job i desire.
I am very much interested in HR and Marketing & event management.

But tourism cert is getting me nowhere.

I am seriously considering to further study.
But the first step is to land myself in a stable and decent pay first.
Alright~~

There are all kinds of people on the world.. Some are real nice while are horribly creatures.
Of course i get to know all kinds of people & make friends with all kinds of people.

I believe that people of  a kind will always have the high probabilities to become really good friends, everything is like a switch. CLICK & ya, you both click.

Even family members works the same way, not as if you will get along perfectly well with ALL your relatives and family members. But it all starts of with UNDERSTANDING & FORGIVING.

For example, i have a sis whose temper is horrible & super emotional. Not as if i can totally accept it.. but well.. after facing her for the past 20 years, i guess i have more or less understand that it is how she was created lol. Of cos i will get fret up and all but it will all gone quite fast.

I couldnt stand people who thinks that he is forever right..
People give in cos they do not want to create troubles, but not because he/she is scared or wrong.
If people can be understand enough to put up with your fucked up temper and that super fucked up face. I dont see why you cant be a tad bit more understanding. What's the big deal if we happened to create some noise when we opened the cupboard? & what's the big woohoo when one forgot and  had tissues washing together with the clothes.

I mean, alright. You are kinda unhappy abt that.. but JUST FUCKING SAY IT PROPERLY LA!
What's wrong with saying with a nicer tone? i mean.. we dont owe u ANYTHING. Not giving us that fuck up face & tone as if we owe u million of dollars.

Seriously, temper is one of the core factor how ppl see you. When ure nice to ppl, ppl will be you. Thats how i survived.

Just heard from colleagues that one of the old colleague is hospitalised and is alr at terminal stage of breast cancer. How sad.

I dont really know who she is.. & i have a hard time trying to recall whether i seen her before.
But i heard that she kept everything to herself, no one know that she gotten cancer, she did not undergo any treatment and is only admit to the hospital yesterday.

The cancer has spread to her bone. Imagine the pain she underwent.

Even though i dunno her personally.. but i look upon her as a brave lady.. so so brave.

People from different stores and office headed down just to see her for the last time.
She must be a really nice person to start with.

Life's fragile.
How many people managed to recognise that fact? but how many of them actually learnt how to treasure life?

While there are people striving and complaining about his/her life, not earning enough money for condo for resturant for branded handbags for enjoyment..
someone is not even complaining but trying hard to catch the last breathe.

Whenever i faced thing like that, i cant help thinking about my ah gong, how traumatize is it to me.
& the amount of pain inflicted in him, i could somehow felt it.

I wish the best for her. Brave lady.

Just happened to come across the quote, & it set me thinking!

I will never dare to say i had done the right thing, or perhaps, it could be the worst mistake i ever did in my entire 22 years. Or maybe not the worst mistake, just that i did something which i shouldnt. 

Someone said that im braved enough to take up responsibility and made that ultimate decision - to settle down.
But truth is, the braveness dont come within me naturally.
More of from the peoples who love me, wholeheartedly.
That's my dearest friends & of course my family members.

If you could still remember how you felt when you break something at home, knowing that its your mistake but there is nothing you could do to return it back to place. That's totally what i felt months ago. 

Thinking that it will create a WOOHA in my family, creating lots of dramas, thinking how will all ppl around me see me. Everything.

But i thank god (most of guanyingma) for everything.
My family is surprisingly supportive, even though.. yup my mistake. LOL
My friends is still my friends.
They attended the wedding & full month, gave their blessing & dont mind having extra preggy tagging along with them for outings and meet up.

Seriously i am thankful for all these.

Of course, there are people who chose to put me down during that period.. when they are the ones who are supposed to do something.
It's okay, coz with my family and friends, i tide the hardest over.

I'm sorry that how you all feel will not be in my consideration, because i dun see a need to. Of course, i will do whatever i should, but nothing more.
My colleague used to tell me that they will someday get to taste what they reap. & true enough.
No, im not trying to revenge and all.
But im not surprised that things turned out this way currently, & thats something they cant change anymore.

Cos when i need the most. They put me down.

You create the worst drama in my life.
But.... i still love myself cos i love my family & friends.
:D